In just a couple weeks I will be back to work full time again. That means early morning postings on the blog at 5am, the 5pm dinner rush, evenings full of preschool activities for Superhero Son, lots of papers to grade, and the stress of school work piled on top of cooking, cleaning, and caring for my family.
Since that first summer after I had Superhero Son, I have felt a sense of loss when the summer winds down. I love our days of hanging out in our pjs, the summer activities, time with family at the lake, and not working on Tuesdays when my husband is off from work.
When the end of summer is upon me, I feel like I need to treasure every minute with my kids. However, something inside of me kicks into high gear, and I feel drawn to my classroom. I acquire this need to get it ready for anxious fifth graders. I have an amazing amount of motivation to be supermom! At this point on the calendar, I believe I can do it all. I can be the perfect wife, mother, and teacher. Then reality sets in!
I wish I could bottle that energy, motivation, and confidence and use it when I falter in a few weeks. At some point I will have to remind myself that I am human and not perfect. For now, I am off to conquer the world!